Bashfully bighearted...

I had to think really hard about a way to describe myself, but I think I figured it out. I would be bashfully bighearted. I think my actions speak for how I am. I am extremely shy when I first encounter people, but if I get comfortable around you then I tend to get a little bit rambunctious. I would think that I'm bighearted because the fact that I forgive people no matter what. I hardly ever hold a grudge against someone. I can get infuriated at someone, but the moment they need me I cave like a monkey craving a banana. I also think bighearted would apply to me because I take a lot from people. I have people tell me on a daily basis that they would have said something to a person for looking, saying, or doing an action that someone may have done to me. I don't usually do anything though. I can't say I always don't because sometimes I do snap, but most of the time I end up apologizing. Many of my friends think that I should be more mean, but what can I say? I can't do it. So I think most of the time my actions speak louder than my words. I would be a bashfully bighearted person with a slight tendency to be obnoxious every now and then.