Shh, It's A Secret..

   Everyone has a secrets in their life. The only thing is can you keep it hidden or do you trust someone enough to let them in your life?
   Secrets, the number one thing in life that can destroy trust. That's the thing about life, you never know what is going to happen. When you trust someone and let them in your life, and then they do something you never expect. They either become true friends or fake people. Everyone has secrets in life, but most of the time they never share them. Sometimes though a person just wants to get stuff off their chest, so who do you think they turn to? Their friends. Now, the thing about these days, is you never know who is true or who is fake. So when you tell someone something you always wonder if they are going to keep it or not. Its a big slap in the face when someone you thought was always their for you and you could trust turns out to be someone totally different. Your crushed when that happens, and nothing really seems right. It's not cause of anything about you. It's because you let that person in your life and you trusted them. They just couldn't keep a secret.
    

Trying To Blend In

  All eyes were on me, I stood frozen in the crowd of students. All I ever wanted was to just blend in, but I doubt that will ever happen now.
  I tried so hard to just blend in with the crowd. I would talk when spoken to and do things like that, but besides that I tried to just blend in. Now, in all truth, I'm loud, out-going, always making my friends laugh, just a plain old silly girl! I stand out in a crowd though even if I try my hardest to just fit in. I always do something that makes me stand out. Well this time I happened to trip while carrying soup, mash potatoes, and some apple sauce. It all went straight into the lap of the prettiest, and most popular girl. Everyone turned and just stared at me. Oh, boy, was this girl mad, and I was just standing there dumb-founded as she poured her own plate of food all over me. I thought to myself, so much for blending in with everyone as I shoved the girl down. I ran out of the cafeteria with food all over me and tears running down my face. I could already see that I was no longer going to blend in with the crowd, but that I was going to be "that girl" the one who the most popular girl hates.

We Can Wait Forever

I watched as the truck faded in the distance, and I wonder when I would ever see them again.                  
    The truck past the final bend, and left my sight. I missed my human even though she just left me. It seems as since she has gotten older she doesn't come to visit me as often anymore. She has more activities that take up time that she used to spend with me. I remember when she used to come see me every day and just brush me down. She would do everything, even my hooves. The girl wasn't afraid to get down and a little dirty. She was the perfect cowgirl. Any horse would be glad to call her their owner. She was mine, and even as it seems to me that I'm fading from her mind. I know she will always love me. She still has my photo of me trying to scratch my hind quarters in her truck, oh what a day that was! I remember it cause she was laughing so hard she fell off the fence. She finally came over and scratched my itch for me. She is the kindest owner a pony could ever wish for and I'm glad to have said for a time she was mine!
   The memories are forever mine, and will never fade even with time. For a pony never forgets, and is always ready for that last ride.

Even The Smallest Things in Life Matter

  Ever been so excited about something you just couldn't hardly sleep because your so anxious about what is going to happen?
   Well that is how it was for the night before the first time I went fishing with my daddy. We got up at real early that morning and got all the stuff together to go fishing in my dad's special fishing place. As we were heading out I couldn't help myself from thinking what it was going to be like fishing with just me and my dad. This time was real special to me because I hardly ever get to spend alone time with my dad. He is always gone or I'm always helping my mom. So to me this was a real treat. We arrived at the spot my dad was talking about and it took my breath away. Literally, it smelled so bad that I didn't want to breathe! The pond was green and mucky, but at least the grass lushes in some places. My dad laughed at me and the look on my face as he was getting the stuff to start our day out of the truck. Everything I had pictured the night before was so far off from this. Besides that disappointment I wasn't getting any bites. I was just about to say let's go home when all the sudden my line went under and dad yelled" Lola, you got one!" He came over and helped me reel my fish in and it was a big one! The happiness just radiated off of his face! We decide to go home and cook my fish, but I'll never forget the look in his eye when we both reeling in the fish. It was something of pure joy. I didn't quite understand it at the time, or what that trip meant to him. I just know it is something I will never forget.
   Even the littlest things in life can mean so much to someone. Say just a fishing trip with a father and daughter can change the little girl's whole perspective when she gets older.
   

Senses!

Sight - the captivating sight of the stars at night
Touch- the squishy feeling of a pillow
Sound- the pacifying sound of music
Taste- mouthwatering taste of food
Smell- the irresistible smell of roses

Forgiveness

It usually very easy for me to forgive. Though their are some exceptions to my forgiveness though, but most of the time I can forgive someone very easily. Even though I forgive I will never forget it because that is just the way I am. I go with the saying "always forgive, but never forget." I would still talk to that person and be nice to them, but I would never think of them the same. I wouldn't be as close to them or anything like that unless I honestly do forgive them with all my heart then nothing would change. So I mostly agree with the saying "not forgiving someone is like drinking the poison and waiting for the other man to die."It is a lot like that because every one makes mistakes in life so when we do instead just being completely mad at someone for whatever reason you are, just forgive them. Think about it this way, what if you or that person died the next day would you want the last thing between you and that person to be something as stupid as whatever happened to be going on?Forgiveness is the key element in a lot of things. You could go on with your life being so mad at someone about something and never forgive them, but who is that really hurting? It's hurting yourself. A person can only apologizes so many times for something. After a while though they are going to stop apologizing because what is the point in saying I'm sorry to someone who won't even listen and is never going to accept it. They will move on with their life's and you would be the one having to live with the fact that you never forgave them. It may not seem like a lot to have on your shoulders, but over a long period of time it will.

Fly On The Wall?

What would I do if I could be a fly on the wall? I would use the disgusting fly stuff that they do to figure out things that I would like to know. I'll admit I'm curious about what some people have to say about me when I'm not around, and being a fly on the wall would give me the perfect cover up to figure this out! I could figure out who is really fake and who isn't, how people actually feel, and whether or not that one person you like likes you to! Seriously any girl would want that because it drives us crazy when we can't figure out something! So I could just be a fly chilling on a wall and listening to everything they say while I'm just hoping no one swats me with a fly swatter so that way I will not die a terrible squashed up fly death! That would totally ruin the whole operation of being able to spy as a fly if I got swatted before I heard anything!